From Lovers to Strangers

9.November.2009(On a Monday)
12.32am Sunday night

Hello world.
It has been long.
I finally blogged.
When i can't sleep i blog.
But that doesn't mean i can sleep soundly.
The past kept me sleepless.
But i can't control the whole scenerio.
I felt so helpless.
From lovers to strangers.
It's something unbelieveable.
I hope god can mend the broken heart.
Crying does not help.
So i've learnt to stop and endure already.
I'm tired.
Everything has a reason behind.
But i'm clueless about everything.
Happiness is what i'm seeking for.
But it seems so far away.
I appear to be happy.
But at the end of the day, i asked myself "Am i really happy?"
No one knows.
Only god knows why.

I guess it's time i close this down. Bye world.
I hope all of you will be happy.

down on my luck.

17.October.2009(On a Saturday)
12.07am on 16 October

I need a lucky charm

I'm seriously down on my luck recently. I need a lucky charm or a tailsman. HAHAHHA! I hope there's really a remote control so i can be in control of my life. Just like the movie "CLICK".

I want to be in control of the following:
-My destiny
-4D number
-My gender. (i want to be a male so i can break all the girls' heart. That's evil)
-My mum's mouth (Sexy lips but very naggy)
-The people that work with me

For now that's about all. HAHAH!

*updated

I used to cry alot. Whenever i lose someone i cry, whenever i think i'm losing someone i cry, whenever i get into a fight with someone i cry, when i'm worried i cry. Now i think i shouldnt cry anymore. I tried to hold my tears for one last time. I tell myself to not cry anymore. Crying does not help. I realised it makes my heart hurts so badly that it feels like it has been smashed. But for once i should give a pat to myself for not crying and to be able to hold back. I'm so weak, i really want to be strong. I can never change anything in life by crying. Finally i understand. I used to cry everyday but life still goes on. God is so kind to give us a chance to meet. Be it lovers or friends. The memories that we created and always kept. I thank god. Everything happen for a reason. Though i might not know why is god doing this now, maybe 1 day i will be able to accept and realised this whole thing is for my own good. The memories he gave me is so deep i doubt i will ever forget in life. The love we once shared is a whimsical feeling that only appears in fairy tales. Indeed a fairy tale come true but where's the happily ever after? And it's really fairy tale we're talking about. We're in reality so happily ever after dont really exist.

-We used to exchange pyjamas
-We used to worry so much for each other
-We used to share everything together
-We used to create every happiness together
-We used to miss each other like crazy when we're overseas
-We used to stroll down Marina keppel bay
-We used to call each other everyday without fail
-We used to take turns to drive each other
-We used to drive each other mad, madly in love
-We used to msg each other even though we're continents apart
-We used to take spastic photos

-I used to call you when i lose my way
-I used to call you when i can't park
-I used to call you to disturb you telling you i'll disturb you for life and you cant run away from me
-I used to stick to you so much
-I used to ask you to help me crack my old pack of bones
-I used to ask you to drive me here and there and you without complaining
-I used to cry at the slightest thing and you always ensuring me
-I used to buy you shampoos, perfumes and everything you need

-You used to bring me breakfast and giving me surprises
-You used to msg me whenever i MIA
-You used to worry whenever i dont msg you
-You used to take care of me whenever i'm sick
-You used to bring me to the doctor every month when i'm so sick and ill
-You used to brew me herbal tea
-You used to drive me here and there to make me happy
-You used to write me letters every month
-You used to bring me to the curry rice store
-You used to accompanying me wherever i go
-You used to disturb me about the meefen man

We used to be together.
But we're no longer.
I can't stop crying.
But it's a fact i can't change.
I'll try to move on.

Random

12.Oct.2009(On a Monday)
1.57am on 11 Oct

Random thoughts and doodles

"When 2 are together, happiness are doubled, sorrows are halfed."

My desktop is back to life.
But i cant download msn.
I know this is random.
But i'm afraid when i type they will turned out to be rubbish and nonsense.
My life is left in bits and pieces.
Geminis has double characters and i see that in myself.
I can be bubbly in the day and emo at night.
I can't tell the difference between happiness and sorrows already.
They seemed the same to me.
Everything is unpredictable.
I'm shot by the reality.
I'm running away.

Random.

Unlucky to the max

2.October.2009(On a Friday)

Real unlucky week

I've really gone through the worst this week. Super screwed up life/work/family etc. My work's really shit. After i went to work yesterday the staffs all came to question me regards to the buyer's mistakes and alot of customers called up and question, my boss called to lecture me of our returns. My collegues called and asked me how to handle the whole situation. I'm completely drained. At that moment i just want to scream. And i didn't even go for breaks, just in case something screwed up again and i'm not there.

"EVERYONE PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK!"

And whenever i have off days, i will visit my grandparents and it's really irritating when both of my grandparents start to complain to me about each other. And start to scold me just because they're beating around the bush to spike the other party. I'm really totally drained. Too many things running until when i become weak and when i withdraw $ from the atm, i forgot to take the cash but luckily i remember and went back and the cash's still there. I forgot this, forgot that. So many things. I worry too much and i think too much. And i'm running away from reality, after yesterday and the entire drama mama, i told my collegues i need a break despite having so many breaks. I need a break to clear my wandering soul. And i went to my grandparents' place and there they are again complaining.

p/s: To be able to live is happiness, but to know how to live is miserable.

I'm sorry

30.September.2009(On a Wednesday)

I'm Sorry.

I'm sorry darling for making you so sad.
I'm sorry for saying all the stupid things via sms to you.
I'm sorry that i jump to conclusions.
I'm sorry i hope when you need me i'll be there.
I'm sorry for making you so angry with me.
I'm sorry when you're ill i was not there.
I'm sorry.


I hope you'll be well again and we'll brave this thur.
I hope to hear from you again.

It's the end

29.September.2009(On a Tuesday)
1.14am

It has been long, since i last type a word in here. I'm glad i'm here again to type. To end this here, where it first started. It's a mix feeling now. Everything is clashing down. Indeed gravity is something not to be messed with, and that applies to love. I'm thankful for the memories. In my heart they shall be. Although i dont know what was wrong but it ended peacefully. From someone who cared so much, to someone who dont even care. Embrace the singlehood once again, cheery and merry it will be. Life still continues, with more exciting chapters ahead. Many people walked into my life together with your presence, and i'm really thankful to them. I promise not to cry anymore after tonight, i'm quite sick of it already. And the tears i want to shed in future are tears of joy like what i always was. Fate once pulled us together, and the telepathy we once shared are kept safe in my mind. The dreams we once shared were gone, but it's dreams we're talking about and now i woke up from my dream.

Random

20.July.2009(On a Monday)
2.36am

I have problems sleeping. I think too much. I need a holiday!

Happy Birthday to me!

18.June.2009(On a Thursday)
12.51am

Happy 23rd Birthday to me-17 June 2009
Thank you all for the birthday wish and i'm glad i had received quite a number of heart warming birthday wishes from alot of you. It shows that being older is not a big thing afterall. =)
I would like to also thank dear for going thru the trouble to wake up early and went to a Japanese Bakery just to get a cake for me, my mum for treating me to Marina South Pier to eat a whopping expensive yet nice seafood. And many of you who offered to give me a treat for my birthday. I felt loved. Thanks! And not forgetting the lunch that i had with dear, Jarett and Jill at Equniox, with nice view and all. The strawberry souffle cake dear bought and my whole family fought for the cake as it's super delicious. Love it to the max. Thanks all once again!

p/s:Going to bed now, playing badminton with dear tomorrow morning.
He is very irritating, my parents wanted to bring him for dinner but he feel so paiseh to come. That's my silly dear for you guys!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA!

16.June.2009(On a Tuesday)
1.58am

Happy 74th Birthday Ah Ma!

It has been a really long time since i last blogged. I just came back from my grandma's birthday with hubs and my family at Jumbo, Riverside point. It was the first time hubs met my entire family and i really mean entire now. From the youngest to the oldest, the shortest to the tallest. We sang my grandma a birthday song and later on they sang me an advanced birthday song too. So loved. And we were once again being over-stuffed with food by my uncle as usual. We had to take home the remaining dishes as my uncle as usual over-ordered. I just recovered from food poisoning, was suffering from bad stomach cramps and all for the past few days. I felt so weak and i had to trouble hubs time and again to fetch me from work. I think he must be thinking i'm 1 real mad woman cum troublesome workaholic. He as usual is always there for me and just a phone call away. He's my superman, my saviour, my daily dose of sweet stuffs. Without him, life is gonna be so tough when i need someone to be there when i get food poisoning. HAHAH! I love you hubs!

Dear's back from Thailand

27.May.2009(On a Wednesday)
11.06pm

Sometimes, will you speak something out to realise that you can't take back your words? You wish to rewind the entire scenerio but your words are faster than your mind. I went to fetch dear and family from the airport last night and the silly headed me said something that i can't rewind. When i was driving, auntie(dear's mum) was asking me some questions.

Auntie: Do you feel that the soup/ drinks in thailand are very sweet?
Me: Oh yes, i think the drinks quite sweet. But soup i'm not very sure.
Auntie: Yah and i think thailand is very dirty. More dirty than Malaysia.
Me: Oh really ah? I think Malaysia worst than Thailand? (Oh my GOD!!! Crap, auntie is from Ipoh, Malaysia)
Just at that moment, i heard dear gasping for air beside me and let out a Oh my god kind of giggle.
Auntie: No, if you see Malaysia is much more cleaner than Thailand. Like the cities and all, where got dirty? You go Thailand you see puddles of water everywhere, so dirty.
Me: Oh, ya alot of dirty water. (Turns pale)

And at night, when dear and i went for supper at teochew porridge. He was telling me about the things i said just now. And i feel really bad. And when dear told me to go to his house for lunch today, he was joking to me saying that next time just say that Malaysia is very clean and his mum will forgive me.

Shoutout: Auntie, dui bu qi, wo hen ai ni. Malaysia zhen de hen qing jie.

He's the sweetest

16.May.2009(On a Saturday)
11.30pm

He's everyone's favourite

Isn't it every girl's dream to have a wonderful boyfriend whom dote on you, love your family and everyone at home? Some might think their boyfriend is the sweetest thing on earth because they're being showered with branded, expensive dinner and expensive dates. But i beg to differ. My boyfriend is truely someone so caring that i can never believe. He buys dinner for my grandma, ask her how is she coping and is she feeling much better. Things like these beats world's renowned designers and monogram bags. Knowing someone out there that you meet loves your family like his own, cares for their meals, their health and all makes me want to say a big thank you to him. He came to my house to watch Arsenal and Man-U match just now and i was disturbing him time to time. And he answered some of my questions in a very silly way.

Me: Dear, now i know why your metabolism so good. Smoking increases metabolism. (Big stare)
BF: Yah, some people shit then Pang sai.
Me: HUH? Say again.
BF: Some people Pang sai then shit. (engrossed with the match)
Me: Isn't Pang sai=shit?
BF: SHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! (Puts his fingers on his lips and CONTINUES TO WATCH THE MATCH)

MAN! The most horrible creature.

That's my bf for you guys. Never marry a sportsman.

Never been so hurt

6.May.2009(On a Wednesday)
12.20am 5 May night

A tiff.

We had a tiff today, until i just want to jump off a cliff man. I was feeling so down since yesterday because my grandma was hospitalised and i had to work full shift. Dear sms-ed me telling me that he'll be coming over to drive me after work. He knows i'm tired, depressed and needs someone to be there, though i never tell him. And it's all the things he have done for me, i wanna say a big "THANK YOU" to him. We went to Chomp Chomp for dinner as i was craving for the carrot cake so badly. When we were in the car, dear was telling me what happens if the store wasn't open. I told him that wont happened as i went so many times, the store is always open. And seriously buy 4D also not so zhun. The store is really not open. DAMN! We headed home after that and i told him that i was going to visit my grandma the next day, but i'm not sure about that as the hospital only allows 1 visitor per day and i will buy him lunch and reach about 12pm at his house. But when i woke up and all, my sister was telling me that the visiting hour is from 12pm-2pm only. And they only allow 1 visitor per day. So i went to sms hubs that i will be at his house at around 2 plus. He replied saying that It's ok he will settle his own lunch and asked me to stay with my grandma as she needs me. But thru his sms, i know he's not feeling good and all. I kept sms him and ask if he's ok, he told me he is. But later part when i was about to leave the house to the hospital, my father called and told me that my uncle is there already so i can't visit grandma for today. I immediately sms-ed him and told him i cant visit grandma already and told him i wanted to buy lunch for him. And he told me to stay at home and drink more water don't go out etc. OBVIOUSLY there is something wrong already as he sound so disappointed and monotone on phone. But in the end in the evening, i managed to visit grandma and i came home calling hubs. In the midst of the conversation, he started to get cranky again and i told him i wanted to hit the sack already and asked him to go do his own things. As i seriously dont want to pick a fight with him. In the end, he reason things out with me saying that he cooked lunch for me, but i was so last min that he ended pouring away the food away. I was really sorry for that and i apologised to him in the afternoon. But things start to get sour again when i called him so that explains him reasoning to me, crying and all. And to hear him cry on the phone is the last thing i ever wanted to do in life. I cried secretly with him as i really dont want to pick a fight with him in the 1st place. And i chose to run away. But i'm glad he's there to reason things out with me. I even joked that if he continues to shoot me at everything i say, i might have to go to shaolin to learn martial arts to battle with him. Not to worry, we're still as loving.

p/s: I love you dear. Thanks for everything. Except for the "DA DAO LI"

My boyfriend.

18.April.2009(On a Saturday)
2.50am, 17 April.

My boyfriend..
is 24 this year,
was borned on 16 March 1985,
always gives in to me,
speaks chinese to me although he's an ang moh gan dang,
hates drinking sour stuffs or anything to do with lemon/lime,
hates eating noodles with vinegar,
use very little chilli or sauce,
is sweet by nature,
stood by me during my ups and downs,
enjoys taking neoprints with me,
is full of charisma,
loves facial products/ skincare alot,
brews very good herbal tea,
cooks very well,

paints my life perfect everytime with his hugs,

is always very romantic,

has very good taste that i adore,

has the sense of humour,

makes me laugh everytime with his silly actions,

loves eating sweet as much as i do,

loves coffee more than me,

smokes like a chimney,

smiles all the time,

smells really good,

is seldom angry,

is Justin Tan Xing Liang,

and he loves me as much as i love him.

Back from Thailand.

8.April.2009(On a Wednesday)
1.35am, 7th april

Back from Thailand

Went for a short trip in Bangkok, Thailand. We shop and shop till we dropped. I miss Justin Tan Xing Liang like mad. It's torturing not to torture him for 5 days.

The following are evidence of me missing him:

3 April 2009, 5.17pm:
Hubs!!! Me in Thai le!!! I start to miss u like mad! Eh u knw the cathay food sucks big time! HAHA! Go back i show u the pic u will chio ga peng! I love u dear!

3 April 2009, 11.01pm:
Hubs! Oh my god its maddness we spent whole day shopping at just opp the hotel! So much shopping! Cant shop finish! hw i wish u can cum here shop with me. Miss u!!!

4 April 2009, 1.00am:
I miss u like mad u knw! dats why i kip msg u! Dear i knw i'm in thai still bu fang guo ni!! DEAR, OH MY GOD WO HEN XIANG NI ! CAN'T WAIT TO COME HOME!

5 April 2009, 12.39am:
Hubs!!! Watcha doing? I miss u like mad!!! excited to go back hug u, eat tepanyaki with you!!! Every min i think of you!!!

5 April 2009, 1.14am:
Ok dear! anyway the breakfast so-so only! Sian! HAHA OH MY GOD DEAR I GONA TABAO MISTER DONUT FOR U! VERY NICE! YOU WILL LOVE ME!

5 April 2009, 4.03pm:
When i saw the hotel's scrambled egg, i tink of u cox urs is nicer. When i saw the fake bun dat ur sis buy to trick u, i tink of u. Thailand has so many tings dat make me tink of u.

5 April 2009, 10.54pm:
hubs! How are u today? Havent heard frm u the whole day! You ok? Anyway i miss u hubs! Finally tmr last day!

6 April 2009, 2.05am:
I tink of u every min and sec and for many times i just stone cus i just want to msg u, making sure u're ok. I yearn for u so much. I miss u dear. =~(

6 April 2009, 11.38pm:
Hubs. u knw wad? 15hr more to irritating u, eating with u, spending time with u, laughing at ur jokes with u, being happy with u.

7 April 2009, 2.25am;
TAN XING LIANG!!! I'm very excited to see you tmr! Can't wait! HAHA! I miss u so much u knw?!?! Hope u're excited abt tmr too!

When i exit from the customs, i thought Justin Tan Xing Liang is outside waiting for me and my sis, but he was not in sight. So i decided to ring him up to give him a good lecture.

Me: Dear, i'm here already!
BF: Dear, i'm here too!
Me: Where are you? I didn't see you!
BF: I never see you too!
Me: I'm at belt 18. Where you?
BF: Oh, i'm at belt 23.
Me: -_-""

When he walked towards me, i stared at him real hard.

Me: You went to belt 23 to fetch who? Another girl right?
Both: HAHHAHAHAHHA!!!

My bf must be too excited to meet me till he saw the belt number wrongly and the cute him waited so patiently for me at belt 23.

P/s: It has been a torturing 5 days. I'm glad i'm back here to embrace you once again. When i saw you at the airport, i start to smile so brightly. It's you who always make me smile. I love you when you hug me so tight when you see me. I can feel how much you miss me for this 5 days. I love you for you're the one who loves me unconditionally and everything about you is real.

Happy April's fool

1.April.2009(On a Wednesday)
11.04am

Happy April's fool

Heaven just played a fool on me. Hubs and i had a small miscommunication and zero telepathy last night and we ended up miscommunicating. I ended up crying buckets. I went to Mustafa with Grace, Lisa and Gabriel last night. But because the 3 of them did alot of shopping, i called hubs and chatted with him. And the reason for the call was because i played a prank sms on him telling him i'm very angry with him. He was worried sick so he tried to call me and i had no heart to continue to trick him so i said "HAPPY APRIL's FOOL DEAR". And we chatted on the phone for a while, while the 3 of them continued their shopping and i told hubs i'll sms/call him when i'm home. We ended up going home at 3am and i rushed my way to send all the 3 of them home, and when i sent the last one home, my phone kept ringing. I managed to pick up the last call and hubs sounded monotone and worried. So i told him i already sent my last friend home and i'm heading home now. But knowing hubs he's worried sick about me, i apologise to him and all. Because i know he's really worried about my safety and all. And i know it's something about me that is not really a good point-i always try to make everyone happy. I always care about my friends so i will always send my friends home regardless of where you stay. Hubs called me up and we had a heart-to-heart chat. He explained to me why he tried to call me and all, worried about me and all, and i should at least tell him the time i'll be sending my friends home so he will not be so worried. And he will defintely wait for my call to make sure i'm safe at home. During the conversation i cant stop crying and i tried my best to control but my nose chose to give out the elephant noise that is so loud, even people streets away can hear.

p/s: I'm sorry hubs for last night. Though later we'll be meeting and i can irritate you once again but i'm really sorry to make you worried sick. I love you hubs. xoxo.

The sick bf and me

31.March.2009(On a Tuesday)
2.15am, Monday night

The sick bf and the sick me. Happy 2nd Monthsary!

My poor bf is sick. He's sick because he brewed too many herbal stuffs for me, he worried for me too much, he cares for me too much, he always drive me to the places wherever i need/want to go, he's too irritated by me and many other reasons, but all caused by me.

BF: (Blowing his nose etc)
Me: (Talks with a semi-blocked nose) Oh my god dear, you're sick! I'm sorry i passed the germs to you.
BF: (Talks with a very blocked nose) Oh no dear it's ok, but we must keep talking ok because once we stopped, we can't breathe, cause our nose are blocked?
Me: HAHAHAHAH!

That's my bf for you guys, he can joke at all circumstances.
I met up with bf last night and he sent my grandma home before heading to Mustafa to grab some stuffs. We had the yummy taiwan porridge and it was our craving for the night. Our taste buds are similar, the food that we want to eat are similar, the cuisine that we want to eat are similar, he's like my evil twin. Will be heading to Bangkok with my sister, her friend and my friend this friday for 5 days without 陈兴量, and i've never experienced 5 days without irritating him. So i guess it will be tougher than going for National Service?

Without 陈兴量:
-No chinese Physician with me to brew the herbal drinks for me to build up my immune system.
-No one there to nag at me to eat your meals.
-No 陈兴量's hands for me to squeeze, pinch and flatten.
-No jokes for 5 days.
-No laughing loudly for 5 days.
-No one for me to exploit.
-No one for me to irritate.
-No one to eat food that both of us crave for.

It's a happy and sad feeling. I will be happy going there as i can shop till i dropped, sleep till i become a pig, but my bf will be in Singapore alone happily because without me=peace for him. HAHAHAHAH! And he can meet different girls everyday. So if anyone happened to spot him on the streets with other girls, please congratulate him as i'm gonna castrate him when i'm back. HAHAH! I'm gonna miss you BF! Get well soon! Thanks for everything!

What a bad day! But still good with you around!

28.March.2009(On a Saturday)
11.22pm

Broken sandals= Bye $39.90

Yesterday dear was sweet again buying me porridge. I sometimes wonder how he can predict my waking up time because everyday is so different. Sometimes you just wished that when you wake up, the breakfast is smacked right infront of you. That is happening to me right now. Everytime when i wake up/whenever i'm sick, the moment i want to sms hubs, the next thing i know was his msg telling me he's coming with breakfast. How sweet! After breakfast, he headed home and later in the afternoon he accompanied me to the dentist. We had lunch at Far East's chicken rice and headed for gelare waffles. We had nowhere in mind so i was telling hubs we should just head home.

BF: Dear, do you want to go shop?
Me: Don't want lah! I'm going to Thailand this Friday, i don't want to buy things that are actually $3 but i ended up spending $30+ by buying in Singapore.
BF: Oh yah.
Me: Yup, so we go home bah.

But when we were walking at the Orchard Underpass to the MRT, my sandals broke and the sole was detached from the insole. But my bf can still cracked a joke.

Me: Oh my god dear, my sandals broke.
BF: Oh my god dear, come come we stand 1 side you try to walk.
Me: (Trying my best to fix them back into place and dragging my feet) Dear, i'm very angry my sandals is almost $100 from Nine West.
BF: Dear, never mind you walk slowly k.
(Walking and dragging very slowly)
BF: Eh dear.....
Me: Yah?
BF: Why you wearing a size 10 sandals?
Both: AHAHAHAHAHAH!
BF: Dear, can you walk? I go get the sandals for you, you just wait for me here.
Me: I can, i can. (BF is so sweet.=))

My bf is really irritating. Because the insole was detached and i had to end up looking like a clown, looking like i'm wearing a size 10 on the right side. And we headed to Wisma in search for a new pair of sandals. He this poor thing had to accompany me to 3 shops. In the end i still ended up buying in Charles and Keith. And because the design i wanted was the last pair, i had to take the display set. And after paying, when i wanted to wear them, i found the hook missing. I showed it to Bf and burst out into laughter. HAHAAH! I told the staff but because they were really busy so i guess she must have forgotten about it. So my bf went to approach a staff from China.

BF: Hi, we've paid for the sandals but the hook is missing.
Staff: Oh, the hook missing? Then you go find yourself. (Pointing at the pile of shoes on the floor)
Me: (LAUGHING)
BF: Angry and speechless.

In the end, we approached the previous staff and reminded her.

Me: Dear, thanks! HHAHAA! So embarrassed.
BF: Never mind dear, it's ok.
Me: Dear, thanks!
BF: See lah dear, so much for going to Thailand to shop. Now have to spend.
Me: Oh yah hoh. HAHAHAHHAH! SAD LAH DEAR!

What a day! Thanks BF! You've seen me being so embarrassed. AHAHAH!

Sweet Melody

26.March.2009(On a Thursday)
10.53pm

Down with flu, Sore throat and fever. What's New?

I'm home. Wei Sheng gave Valerie and me a buffet treat. Went home halfway during work as i was feeling really very sick. Luckily Candy gave me her medicine to ease me and headed home with a really heavy head. Pictures soon!

25.March.2009(On a Wednesday)

BF day

Bought lunch for hubs. A really late one as i had to wait for the stall to open. HAHAH! Went for movie- "Coming Soon". The movie was a mixture of funny and horror but not horror scenes. HAHA! When we came out from the cinema, my dear bf start to irritate me again.

Me: Dear, do you like the movie?
BF: Oh, NOOOOO! Who said the movie is nice?
Me: HAHAHAH! My best friend.
BF: Oh, Ok. Who said the movie is nice?
Me: My best friend.
BF: WOW! Who said the movie is nice?
Me: MY BESTTTTT FRIENNNDDDDDDDDD!!!!! *ROARS*
BF: Oh, your best friend is very nice to say that the movie is nice.
Both: HHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAH!

Irritating! We had Japanese food for dinner. He ordered a bowl of vegetarian curry with big chunks of vegetables which i think bf kinda enjoyed it because he dont eat carrots etc in big chunks. AHAAHH! After the movie, we wanted to have some waffles and dear's friend told us to go to East Coast gelare cause they open till late. And guess what? The cafe's not even open man. Your friend's nice too dear. =) .

Morale of the story: Never believe your friends!

24.March.2009(On a Tuesday)

Sweet love

I love bf! He cooked a very delicious and filling breakfast for me. I love bf! His eggs are nice! I love bf! His bacon are nice! I love bf! His toast are nice! I love bf! His baked beans are nice! I love bf! The whole breakfast is nice! I had to help Ruwen out in her wedding photo shoot and since i'm going to wake up early in the morning, i asked bf the night before if he wanted breakfast so we can go eat together/ i buy for him. But he being the husband factor insisted that he wanted to cook for me. SWEET! He washed the dishes for me also. Even if i wanted to wash the cups, i had to do it in a very secretive manner. And that is when he went to his room, i proceed to do the washing. It was pouring like mad and he shelter me to the bus stop as i had to take bus to Ruwen's house. The funny part was he thought the bus stop was near blk 18, then he thought it was at blk 10, but actually it was at blk 25. HAHAH! The distance was a big difference. I laughed my ass off man because if i was him, i would have felt so cheated. HAHA! The photo shoot was extremely fun and tiring. We went to HortPark and studio. More pictures up soon! =)

I love you

23.March.2009(On a Monday)
12.57am Sunday night

A failed relationship in the past does not determine the present one. I'm glad i've found him.

Just met up with dear. He went to fetch me home from work. We headed to Holland village for some coffee. Had some heart-to-heart chats and also he confessed his love for Angela. HAHAH! I really wanna say a big thank you to my sweetheart!
Everyday he goes the extra mile just for me, just to make sure i'm safe and sound. Everyday he's like my comfort food. Even though i always try not trouble him, he's always there to make sure i trouble him. Even though sometimes i try my best not to irritate him, he's always there to make sure i get to irritate him every now and then. He's part of my life and the one i needed the most.
For my past relationship, i remembered i was being treated like a piece of junk. Maybe worst than that. The guy was always late, always mood swing and always taking revenge. When he treats you well, you're on cloud 9. But when he treats you badly, you are worst than a dirt. But Justin is completely different. He treats me very well, he never let me wait, never let me go hungry, never let me be sad, he cry and laugh with me. I cry once because i was too afraid to lose him, but he's always assuring me. Thanks dear! I love you!

Get well soon dearest!

21.March.2009(On a Saturday)
10.21pm

Get well soon dearest! Hugs.

The poor boy is hospitalised in and out for the past few days. Poor thing! Went to hospital during his 1st day stay to visit him and discharge with him. The hospital was unbearable so i truely understand how badly he wants to be discharged at that time. Right after that we went to have steamboat and he was admitted again in the morning! Oh my god! Went to pay him a visit at his house last night and we went to have bak ku teh. AHHAHAHAHA! Sounds kinda funny! Get well soon honey! Can't wait to have more dinner, lunch, breakfast, supper, tea-time, tea-breaks, food breaks, food hunt, food search and more irritating sessions with you all well and kicking!
Going to his house to watch Guess, Guess, Guess!